I am a real idiot - no surprise to most of you
Well I am feeling awfully foolish today... I thaught that I couldn't edit my blog but really I am half retarded and here is why:
I was actually just typing in my blog name wrong- can you say stoner? In my defense however blogger never told me that I was putting in my name wrong it just went to a partially loaded page.
Speaking of being a stoner I have recently made a very good decision and that is to cut back on my excessive smoking. It just happened to me one day... I just got sick of it. Everything about it really, no longer was it recreational but a part of my daily life. I have gained wieght (from the munchies) and already since I "quit" I have lost wieght and am beginning to feel better about myself. I put quit in quaotaions because I haven't really quit it all together I will just no longer let it control my life. I feel like I have lost two years of my life - I haven't really but I can't remember them as well as I should. In additon I love that I can now once again remember my dreams - something that once used to facinate me. I will not digress on that now but will probably make a post about it later. I am no longer cronically burnt out and when I do decide to smoke weed... wow. My motivational drives (although admitedly never that strong) are coming back as well as my short term memory. I feel like myself again!
I would like to just mention to my pot smoking friends that in no way am I trying to be preachy and suggest that my experience is the same as yours. This is just how I feel and in no way am I trying to be critical of others. Our choices are our own and reflect our own lives and in no way should they ever be applied to others.
Kristie T.
I was actually just typing in my blog name wrong- can you say stoner? In my defense however blogger never told me that I was putting in my name wrong it just went to a partially loaded page.
Speaking of being a stoner I have recently made a very good decision and that is to cut back on my excessive smoking. It just happened to me one day... I just got sick of it. Everything about it really, no longer was it recreational but a part of my daily life. I have gained wieght (from the munchies) and already since I "quit" I have lost wieght and am beginning to feel better about myself. I put quit in quaotaions because I haven't really quit it all together I will just no longer let it control my life. I feel like I have lost two years of my life - I haven't really but I can't remember them as well as I should. In additon I love that I can now once again remember my dreams - something that once used to facinate me. I will not digress on that now but will probably make a post about it later. I am no longer cronically burnt out and when I do decide to smoke weed... wow. My motivational drives (although admitedly never that strong) are coming back as well as my short term memory. I feel like myself again!
I would like to just mention to my pot smoking friends that in no way am I trying to be preachy and suggest that my experience is the same as yours. This is just how I feel and in no way am I trying to be critical of others. Our choices are our own and reflect our own lives and in no way should they ever be applied to others.
Kristie T.
posted by Kristie T | 4:27 PM
3 Comments:
Good on you Kristie! I have made the call to cut back as well. I'm basically a social smoker now. Only when I have friends around and the time to enjoy it...and occasionally while I'm at work LOL. Putting time between uses makes you appreciate it more.
P.S. I agree lets discuss more at shawna's partay next week.
welcome to blogland kristie, come dance in the fields with the little blogsprites in all their glory and blogness...blog you later
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Welcome to the fray KT!
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